great feeling in itself

I've been feeling better since being put on Klonopins. The Xanax was not really a big help. I felt myself taking way too many than necessary. They only helped in short bursts while the Klonopins help over a longer period of time.
There was a week I went without the Klonopins and I definitely felt a difference. I have full blown panic attacks, not to mention zero personality. I felt myself being very grumpy or pretty much non-existent. It was a very odd sensation.
But I'm glad to be feeling better. I'm glad the holiday season is approaching us. Money is always an issue and it always makes things a little more stressful. But I think we're doing well.
I can't wait to do some actual shopping for these 3 delightful little girls. I've only gotten a few items. Nothing big. And with Mr. M working 2 jobs, it makes it hard for the both of us to go out together and shop for the girls.
Nothing big or extraordinary has happened within the last few weeks. But I am starting to feel more content. Which is a great feeling in itself...