Resolution

My new year's resolution is to stop smoking so much pot. It's become a nasty habit as of lately. From doing it with friends, to actually doing it all alone. I need to find better means to cope with life than to hide behind an illegal substance.
I feel ashamed for letting it become such an active role in my life. I always vowed never to be that kind of person or mother. But I have let it taken control of me.
This year I want to get back to the old me and learn to deal with issues on my own without depending on something to mask it.